Just looked and noticed that this is second in the 2009 Shredded Series. More importantly it is second in a series of three for the year 2009. Lots of shredded material from about 5 years ago.

I know that a lot of this material is older. I am artistically stuck at the moment. It is December 2013 and I am not just depressed but completely empty. All the manic depression of the past has lost the rush and rage and turned into complete loss and emptiness. I would describe the total feeling as lost.

I sleep more than anything. Sometimes sleeping right up until I have to go to work. Throwing myself together and then begrudgingly heading out. I don’t mind so much because I spent so many years not sleeping at all.

Last night I took a bath and wrote an impossible list of things to do today. I knew when I wrote it that it wouldn’t get completed. But I have written posts and burned DVDs of music playlists. Accomplishing anything makes this a great day.

Will try to get most of that list done. Some things on the list are impossible. There wasn’t enough available light to shoot photographs of work. So save it for another day. Put my effort not on the impossible but on the possible.

Eventually I hope that I can get back up on the work. Have some new things to show you that I have been working on. Until then you and I will both have to find happiness in the stuff I have created before this website.

Speaking of, this site is where I have spent most of my energy this year. Creating posts like these. I wish it didn’t take so much effort. Maybe I should get an intern, I mean slave, I mean intern.