Rorschach 10
© 1987 Craig Ashby
9″ x 12″
Acrylic

Rorschach 10 sees more strange color combos. This one reminding me of a spider. Guess that idea comes up a lot for me. Do I need to talk to a therapist about that?

As I sit here right now I am thinking about the future of work. I have the Icon series going and it is so tedious. The result is not worth the effort.

Seriously. They are fucking painful. But I must say they give me such a great opportunity to contemplate these artists and what I love about them.

So I just went to the magazine store and looked at art magazines and fashion and interior design. Nothing really pulled at me except for consumerism. Just nasty old consumerism.

And still I am stuck not knowing what that next move is to make mature work. That phrase “mature work” haunting me. Really fucking hanging over my head like a noose at the gallows.