Nadja Sketch
©2007 Craig Ashby
8.5” x 11”
Mixed Media

Nadja Sketch are strange experiments that happened before the PR-RAW series solidified. They are doodles before direction. I need more of this.

Today was a pretty good day. I got a out twenty scans done. Then got the two new pieces mapped out and ready to go. Plus I stopped smoking.

I have stopped so many times. Once for a decade and then I got weak willed. It is so fucking gross I can’t believe I have been using it to slowly kill myself all these years.

More importantly it is easily the worst of all drugs. Just lame. Just an attempt to satisfy filthy Freudian oral cravings. Sucking a dick would be better than cigarettes.

At least sucking a dick doesn’t result in some one percenter buying a new house. It is the most banal drug ever. Aspirin fares better as far as corporate drugs.

It is such a classic American corporate drug. Here is a good drug. Smoke it while making more kids and pray to Jesus. It is absolutely evil like everything else in that To Do list.

I just really have to focus. Get through the withdrawal. And stay firm in my decision. Drink water and take some aspirin. Drink water.